Saturday morning- the breakthrough happened. A call from a long lost brother, my mother's number. I have been searching for her for the past 6 years....I have only seen her 5 times in my 40 year span. Conflictual stories of being pushed out versus abandonment. I can't believe it is finally here, sometimes I am reduced to 4 years old in a single sentence. Longing, pushing away, begging, protecting, an endless cycle dancing around the fire.
It is Monday and there is work to be done.
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